Kabhi Kabhi Mann Hi Nahi Karta Kuchh Bhi Karne Ka... Lekin Rukna Nahi Hai

Kabhi kabhi sach me mann nahi karta.

Kuchh bhi karne ka.

Na kaam karne ka mann karta hai, na kuchh naya sochne ka, na kisi project ko haath lagane ka.

Bas mann karta hai ki aaj kuchh mat karo.

Aur honestly...

Ye normal hai.

Har din energy same nahi hoti.

Har din motivation nahi hoti.

Har din dimaag me naye ideas bhi nahi aate.

Kabhi kaam ka pressure hota hai.

Kabhi personal cheezein dimaag me chal rahi hoti hain.

Aur kabhi koi specific reason bhi nahi hota.

Bas andar se lagta hai...

“Aaj rehne do.”

Mere saath bhi aisa hota hai.

Gupchup Wala ke saath kaam karna, naye ideas sochna, machines ke experiments karna, electronics ke saath time spend karna...

Ye sab sunne me exciting lagta hai.

Lekin har din exciting nahi hota.

Kuchh din aise bhi hote hain jab laptop kholne ka mann nahi karta.

Kuchh banane ka mann nahi karta.

Aur sabse ajeeb baat pata hai?

Us time lagta hai ki shayad main hi lazy ho gaya hoon.

Lekin dheere-dheere ek cheez samajh aa rahi hai.

Thak jana aur haar jana ek hi baat nahi hai.

Agar aaj mann nahi kar raha, to thoda rest kar lo.

Aaj kaam slow kar do.

Aaj sirf ek chhota kaam kar lo.

Lekin apne aap se ye mat bolo ki...

“Ab mujhse nahi hoga.”

Kyuki kabhi-kabhi hume journey se break chahiye hota hai.

Journey chhodni nahi hoti.

Ye difference bahut important hai.

Main bhi ab ye expect nahi karta ki har din kuchh bada karunga.

Kabhi ek chhota idea likh leta hoon.

Kabhi kisi purane project ko dekh leta hoon.

Kabhi bas sochta hoon ki next kya try karna hai.

Aur kabhi kuchh bhi nahi karta.

Lekin agle din phir uthta hoon.

Phir wahi kaam.

Phir wahi struggle.

Phir wahi experiment.

Phir wahi confusion.

Kyuki rukna aur ruk kar saans lena alag cheezein hain.

Hume har din race nahi jeetni.

Kabhi-kabhi bas race me bane rehna bhi kaafi hai.

Aaj agar aapka bhi mann nahi kar raha kuchh karne ka...

To khud ko force karke perfect banne ki zarurat nahi hai.

Thoda rest karo.

Dimaag ko space do.

Lekin kal ek chhota step zaroor lena.

Chahe wo kitna bhi chhota ho.

Ek idea.

Ek phone call.

Ek page.

Ek experiment.

Ek customer ke liye ek improvement.

Kuchh bhi.

Bas zero par mat rukna.

Kyuki kabhi-kabhi life me progress ka matlab bahut aage jaana nahi hota.

Kabhi progress ka matlab sirf itna hota hai...

“Main abhi bhi yahin hoon. Main ruka nahi hoon.”

Aur shayad...

Filhaal ke liye itna hi kaafi hai.